Hello Errybody!
My heart is slightly overwhelmed by all that God is doing in and through me here in Tulsa! So much has happened since my last post!! Woo. A little run down, I am now helping lead at Prayer and Healing School more, I started traveling with the Hagins and the crusade team-- that is amazing, I had the privilege to sing at Winter Bible Seminar... which was so weirdly awesome, and am working for 3 hotels and have such a huge amount of favor with each one of my bosses and last but definetely not least I have by far the most amazing man in my life... who by the way should win awards for his awesomeness!
So first of all the opportunity to help lead and sing for such an amazing ministry as Rhema has been so incredible. God has been so good to me and I seriously can't take any of that credit! While I was on crusade last month, we watched the WPC promo video, and I must admit, I was overcome to the point of tears because I realized that me lending my talents and time to such a great ministry was in fact helping to make a difference in this entire generation across the globe. What an awesome opportunity... AND then to get to do what I love... seriously awesome.
Now, on to Isaiah. It is very interesting to be typing about this, because for the most part I wouldn't ever just put all my bidness on da strizeets, but I know the only people who read this for the most part I want them to know all about it! It is remarkable to me to think of the greatness of God and how if we truly search after Him and His heart, we will find the fulfillment of our hearts crys there. I think we so often we attempt to fulfill our own dreams and also pursue the things of God separately. However, I have come to find, that if it is our hearts true desire is to do the will and be in the perfect plan of God that we will in essence see all of that come to pass as one. Our dreams and goals should be wrapped up in fulfilling Gods plan... there and only there will the cry of our hearts be satisfied. Isaiah is an answer to many prayers in my life and I don't know if he even fully understands the magnitude of thanks I have for him. For so long, my heart was broken and in repair. I found myself lost not knowing who I was apart from some people in my life for so long, but after a couple years and truly seeking the face of God, and meditating on scriptures like John 14:17, John 15:7, Ps 37:23, Ps 37:31, Ps 37:5, Ps 40:2, Ps 18:35, Ps 18:39, etc. all talking about how God has given us the victory and how I know the plan of God and that I know my Fathers voice and I will follow no one else, did I begin to see me in light of the Word of God and walk out the plan of God fully for me. Now I don't know every detail of the future, but this I do know, Isaiah has been an instrument of restoration and God's tangible love for me. He pursued me in a manner that was with such honor and integrity and respect. He pushes me TOWARDS God and TOWARDS the plan of God and prays like nobody's business. God is so faithful to fulfill your desires as you follow after and pursue the things that He put in your heart. So for any of you that are reading this that may feel like there is no way out or that you don't know what God wants for your life, remember this, He has given us His Word as a lamp unto our feet and a light unto our path. It is His word that sheds light into our dark pit and illuminates our way our and leads us to our victory that He has already won!
Yay God is faithful! Don't give up!
Love you all!!!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
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